Apr. 14th, 2009

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(I'm just saying that maybe Not Having Friends was much easier because I didn't have to worry that I was being all clingy and Doing Everything Wrong and the only problems I had to worry about were mine.)

But enough of that.

In an attempt to get my mind onto a somewhat less depressing topic, I shall now babble on about some more of my family's pets- the guinea pigs, Teddy and George.

Our first guinea pig was named Spot.  He was black and white and very friendly, and lived in a large cage in my little brother's room, which he enjoyed running around in when he wasn't playing outside, eating, or sleeping.  I had been very skeptical of the idea of a guinea pig at the time- I suspected it would be like the class hampsters from school, spending all of its time as a sleeping lump of fur. 

But Spot had personality.  He eventually won me over when he learned to "wheek" at the top of his lungs whenever he heard the refridgerator open- hopefully, it was Carrot Time!

Spot died a few years ago, and was missed.  Eventually, we decided that we did not have enough small furry things in our house, and so ended up with two more, Teddy and George.  We're fairly sure that they're brothers, as they look almost identical and actually get along.  They, too, have learned that an opening refridgerator could signal carrots.

(I really have no idea what to say.  I haven't been in a real social situation comfortably for years and I don't think that people want to talk to me so when they do I say nothing because if I say anything I'm being pushy and overstepping boundaries and so no one talked to me anymore because I didn't start conversations and now that people are trying again I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO."

So I talk about my pets. 

Online.

This really wasn't supposed to be an Angst Post.  That tag is too big.)
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This shall be my happy post of the day. 

PANTHERS!

So I just recieved an email with the Carolina Panthers schedule on it, and I am all of a sudden pumped up and wishing it was football time (not really.  I want summer first.)  The Panthers are the local pro football (the American, violent kind) team, and I have a deep and abiding love for them that was not negated by the fact that LAST YEAR THEY COMPLETELY EMBARRASSED THEMSELVES TO THE ARIZONA CARDINALS OF ALL PEOPLE.

But I am not still bitter.

I love them too much.

I love the writeups in the paper, and the arguing fans, and that sometimes I can hear the roar of the stadium from my house.  I love that it brings the community together.  I love that last year we came together as a team despite the fact that our star reciever sucker punched another player during a preseason practice.  I love when one of our running backs just breaks away from everything and high tails it down the field with the ball.  I love the fact that we play better as underdogs (usually).  I love that we have the best, nicest, and genuinely good-guy owners in the NFL, and that when he had a heart transplant last year the entire fanbase stopped yelling at each other and rallied around him.  I love us when we win and I love us when we don't.

And I needed to be reminded today of the things I love.

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