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siamesaI'm angry today, and I really shouldn't be. I just finished school! Salute and bow down before me! Two days to spare!
...But I'm still angry.
Mostly, it's that Windows is being fail and not letting me install Mass Effect 2, or at least that's the surface grumpy anger. The growing angry rants are beneath my skin as usual but-
Meepits. This post is about to turn philosophical and religious, and I apologize for two Lou's Views on Life type posts in a row, but I'm just angry and sad and I don't get this.
My Lord sat down with prostitutes and tax collectors. My Lord said "judge not, lest you yourself be judged." My Lord told stories about the hated Samaritans and about the poor and the oppressed. My Lord is the Lord of Love.
So why do people use Him to spread hate?
I'm just... I'm just, looking at it all, I'm just angry and confused, and I try to balance being religious, and the marked effects that has on my personal philosophy and how I look at problems, with the fact that I'm on the internet, where most people think I'm going to start screeching at them if I mention I'm religious, because most openly religious people on the internet, it seems, DO start screeching at people as though they are in fact screech owls, and it makes me angry.
But I'm not supposed to be angry, either. I'm supposed to love.
...Life is not making sense. I want to play Mass Effect now.
...But I'm still angry.
Mostly, it's that Windows is being fail and not letting me install Mass Effect 2, or at least that's the surface grumpy anger. The growing angry rants are beneath my skin as usual but-
Meepits. This post is about to turn philosophical and religious, and I apologize for two Lou's Views on Life type posts in a row, but I'm just angry and sad and I don't get this.
My Lord sat down with prostitutes and tax collectors. My Lord said "judge not, lest you yourself be judged." My Lord told stories about the hated Samaritans and about the poor and the oppressed. My Lord is the Lord of Love.
So why do people use Him to spread hate?
I'm just... I'm just, looking at it all, I'm just angry and confused, and I try to balance being religious, and the marked effects that has on my personal philosophy and how I look at problems, with the fact that I'm on the internet, where most people think I'm going to start screeching at them if I mention I'm religious, because most openly religious people on the internet, it seems, DO start screeching at people as though they are in fact screech owls, and it makes me angry.
But I'm not supposed to be angry, either. I'm supposed to love.
...Life is not making sense. I want to play Mass Effect now.
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on 2010-06-11 10:05 am (UTC)